You...

You see him standing there chatting happily with his friends. It's just another typical day of you life but why out of the blue, the feeling of grieve comes back? Why? Didn't you have forgotten about him? Forgotten about him completely? You told yourself to let go but little do you realize that you actually haven't let go at all?

Yes, you cried for days and nights since the day he broke up with you, so what? Does it really matter? He doesn't even care about you any more. You are nothing in his eyes any more but just a piece of banner by the roadside which he doesn't even bother to see. You are nothing but nothing. He doesn't love you any more but why couldn't you do the same thing as he does? Why?

Your friends kept saying thing like, "He's stupid for letting you go. He doesn't deserve you. You can find a better person." and "It's not your fault. People like him should just exit your life". Your friends kept insisting you to hate him but instead you chose to forgive. You give yourself hopes by thinking one day, both of you could get back together but you know the chance is low.

A few weeks had passed, your feeling of sorrow started to fade away but you still miss him deep inside. Every single thing you saw or every single place you went could remind you of him. You kept telling yourself to let go but your heart doesn't want to listen to your brain. As days passed, you started to get numb by your feelings. You imagined he's still by your side and adoring you like his baby girl. You still cry alone in the shower. You still acting like you are actually hugging him when you are in your bed, Alas, when you meet him face to face, you need to act like you have forgotten about him and treat him like any other of your friends because only a few know both of you WERE couple before.

The first few days after the break, you started scrolling back the both of you text messages and pictures. Even  if both of you won't see each other again, at least you still have those things as memories, you thought. But the more you read and recalled the memories both of you have had together, the more you couldn't let go, so you stopped looking at those text messages he had sent you and all the pictures both of you have took. They cause you nothing but pain.

You feel hurt. Is it you the problem? Is it a mistake that you confess to him at the very first place? Is it you that you are not perfect enough? Is it you?

Last time, when both of you were still together, he would travel far away from his place just to meet you and he could tell you sweet stuff like, "I miss you." or "I love you." and treat you like his princess. But now everything had changed. Nowadays, if you ask him out, he would you give all kind of excuses. You started to feel whether you still worth it any more. Your self extreme started to decrease. You doesn't miss all the thing he did for you, but you miss him. You just miss him for who he is. You started to miss the time that he's still in love with you.

Sometimes, you wondered, whether he's still at least have some feelings for you or at least miss you even for once. Millions of questions started to pop out in your mind but it seems like those questions are rhetorical questions.

He seems happy, though. He doesn't seems like he's sad to lose you, so why are you expecting so much from him? You started to feel like an idiot that you think he will like you back. "You are a total idiot,"you told yourself.

No matter how hard you tried, you just couldn't forget. It's just you and you will always be you. It's you...

It's Been A Long Time Since When We Begin...

Nope, Nope. Nope. I'm not going to sing 'See You Again' by Wiz Khalifa or whatsoever. I just wanna say that it's been a long time since I start writing  Jack Frost & Elsa fan fiction a.k.a. Missing Winter & I started to lack of inspiration somehow. I don't know how to continue the story any more or should I just say that I'm freaking out that I couldn't write a good fairy tale about these both characters, thus I'm giving up writing. When I said I give up writing, I didn't mean that I will stop writing about this fan fiction, it only mean that I will continue the story whenever I'm in good mood or I have a whole storyline plotted in my mind & for that you might need to wait for a very very very long time before I have one well-plotted storyline in my rotten overworked brain. xp

That's all for now. Bye, peepo! :D

Jack Frost and Elsa: Missing Winter (Chapter 4)

They landed on the ground of green at last after hours of moments without any gravity. Elsa quickly let go of Jack's hand. Both of them were still feeling awkward once they had landed the ground because of what happened just now. Nonetheless, Elsa tried her best and acted like usual because she didn't wan to lose a friend, a good friend.

When they were flying in the sky just now, Elsa suddenly felt the urge to tell him. She didn't want to lie to herself any more. She couldn't hide her feeling. She wanted him to know her feeling for him. She gathered her gut and...

Elsa: Jack...

Jack Frost: Don't worry. You won't fall. Especially with me around.

Elsa: No. It's not that I'm worry about. I'm just...

Jack Frost: What happened?

Elsa: Ermmm... I...

Jack Frost: What's wrong?

Elsa: I like you *whisper*

Jack Frost: Huh? I can't hear you.

Elsa: I like you.

Jack Frost: What? Say it again.

Elsa: I... I LIKE YOU!

Jack Frost turned to Elsa and looked at her in disbelief.

Elsa: Hey, look in front!

Jack Frost: What did you say just now?

Elsa: Oh no! Please look in front!

Jack Frost: No. Tell me again what did you say just now?

Elsa: We are going to bang into a big candy cotton!
Jack Frost:Uh oh!
Jack Frost & Elsa: AHHHHHHHH!

What I Have Learnt From Drama Team

Did I tell that I'm one of the drama team members before? Did I? Haha. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you guys in any of my post before. It's okay, now you know. xp What can i said is joining drama team is nothing but fun. In the meantime, you get to learn a lot of things, too. Below are a few things I have learnt from drama team:

1. Have Fun!!!

Being an actress in a drama team doesn't mean you have to memorise your script all the time or every freaking time. You can always have fun by mixing around props people to make the props and other actresses or actors. You can always play with the role you are playing by adjusting the personality and reanalysis the character you are acting as. People change, so do the characters in the story. Be flexible. Do not have the mindset that "It MUST be like this". Personality of the characters in the story can always be changed from time to time depending on their mood or the story adaption.

2. Enjoy your role~

No matter what role you get, just enjoy it and always try your best to act it out even if you are just holding a minor character in the story. Indulge yourself in the character. It doesn't matter whether you only have a few lines or gonna die on the first scene. You gotta enjoy it. This is what make you a good actress or actor. You have to remember that every character in the story play an important role as the story climaxed or move on. Every scene lead to another scene or produce a new character. Let's take the movie Cinderella as an example. If Cinderella's mother did not die, her father won't be marrying a cruel widow as her stepmother and this stepmother won't exist in the movie, thus no one would stop Cinderella from going to the ball and fairy godmother won't appear to help her, thus no protagonist is produced. Do you get what I mean? It doesn't always have to be all about 'you'. You do not need to get the main role in the story to prove yourself. It can always be you who play the role. :D

3. Get to know more spooky stories

Do you know that the scariest part of the stage is backstage? If you study in a school that exist since Japanese Occupation, you will know that the stage is a place where most of the secret basements can be found. Who know why the basements were made there and what happened there before? In a nutshell, that's what make the backstage a spooky place and definitely a nice place to tell any spooky tales. We (drama team members) would always gathered at the backstage and sit in a circle while sharing any horror stories. See, you get to listen horror stories and experience the spooky feeling at the right place in the same time.

4. The stage is like our second bed

The stage is like our second bed.

We get to sleep on the stage.

Eat on the stage.

Roll on the stage.

Slide on the stage.

Shit on the stage. (Nah, I'm just joking about this one) xp

Pose on the stage.

Like nobody business

At all.

Why?

Because the stage belong to us

And we belong to the stage.

It's like our territory.

But if some other stars are coming for it,

We gonna back off.

5. Widen your circle of friends

Okay, so there are a few first, second and third formers who joined drama team this year and at first, we don't talk much to each other and we are like complete strangers or some kind like "Hi, Bye" friend to each other because we just have nothing to talk about. I mean what would a fourth former like me talk to the other formers? Nothing at all. But as days passed, we started to become closer and closer. We could talk about the most random thing from A to Z and of course there are always some juicy gossips could be heard as we gathered in a circle and chat when we are not practising for drama. And of course lesbian stories and ghost stories are the juiciest things to talk about. Take me as an example. I never talk to these these two juniors because I have nothing to talk as we are from different forms. But, "POOF!" after a few days, we started to talk all about anime and all those stuffs and started to molest each other like we have known each other for years. Haha, Funny, right? This is what I thought of when I flashed back.

6. You will always know when is the time to get serious

We are very playful during practices. Usually, we don't really do our best when we are practising because we knew that if we kept doing our best in each practise, at one point, we will become fed up easily as we need to repeat the same freaking lines again and again. But, when it comes to deal with the real shit, you are so gonna amused with us and shat your pants. xp

Tomorrow is our third time and also the last time performing for this year in occasion of 'The Sound of The Night' and Halloween night. We have performed two times and won first runner up in Inter- School English Drama Competition and second runner up in District Level English Drama Competition respectively. I'm going to miss all the fun and memories we have created together in drama team so much... *sobs*

"Ahem, ahem. There's still next year, Sun Ru." 

Oh, ya hor. Hehe. Oops, too much sentimentality here! Sorry...We are going to reunite next year anyway, so ya!

Inter- School English Drama Competition 2015

4th former Gang chilling after ISEDC2015

2 juniors who I became closed with through drama team :D #Dressrehearsal

Yay, Trophies! #DistrictLevelEnglishDramaCompetition2015

Drama Practice for 'The Sound of The Night'. #30thOctober2015

We are just a bunch of girls who love acting and drama! We are nothing more but Drama Queens. Yes! That's what we are! We are SGGS Drama Queens! We're Rocksss! SGGS Drama Team ROCKSSS!!! XD

Jack Frost and Elsa: Missing Winter (Chapter 3)

*Knock, knock*

Elsa: *Yawn* Who would it be?

She went to open the door.

Jack Frost: Hey!
Elsa: *stunned* Hey...
Jack Frost: You know what? I was about to confess to her yesterday and...
Elsa: And you did and she accepted...
Jack Frost: Ermmm, sadly, nope. *put his stick against the wall and sat on the table*
Elsa: Why? *surprised* Is it because...
Jack Frost: Actually I chickened out. I didn't confess at all. I couldn't when I look at her. I knew I will get rejected. *covered his face with his hands*
Elsa: *patted him on the shoulder* I thought it's because you didn't bathe when you met her and she hated the stink on you.
Jack Frost: *smiled* Your joke. It doesn't help, Elsa...
Elsa: Well, that's the only joke I could think of.
Jack Frost: Thanks, anyway. By the way, did I smell that bad? *Smelled himself*
Elsa: All I know is that you should get a hot bubble bath for that. *Laughed*
Jack Frost: But before that, let's have some fun!

He grabbed Elsa's hand and pulled her along to the window nearby.

Elsa; Wait! What are you doing? I can't fly.
Jack Frost: But I can!
Elsa: No, you don't know! I...
Jack Frost: Here we go!

Within a second, off they flew to the sky. Elsa struggled at first but when her feet stopped hitting the ground, she was so scared that she leaned against Jack. Awww, how sweet~ <3 <3 <3

Jack Frost: C'mon! Open your eyes! You should see this.
Elsa: No!
Jack Frost: Trust me. You will never regret doing this. Open your eyes.

Elsa slowly open her eyes and was amazed to see such a beautiful scenery from up above. It's totally a bird-eye view of the whole village!

Elsa: Oh my God! This is spectacular!
Jack Frost: Told, ya! Hold me tighter! I'm gonna speed up! Woo hoo!

I never thought that I could find this picture in Google Search. This picture is exactly just like what I have imagined. I swear I never see this picture until I searched it in Google after I finished typing the story for chapter 3. Wow! This is amazing!

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture. Credit goes to Google Search :)

Jack Frost and Elsa: Missing Winter (Chapter 2)

"Thanks for believing me."

"So, why did you shut people out?" asked Jack Frost.

Elsa kept quiet.

"Well, it's okay if you don't want to tell."

"Can I ask you a question?" Elsa asked.

"Sure."

"Have you ever grown your beard?"

"You mean this?" Jack said while pointing at his chin. Elsa nodded.

"Nope. Because my youth is eternal and my testosterones have stop secreting, I suppose."

Elsa giggled and said, "You have a great sense of humour."

And so they talked the whole day about everything and anything and bla bla bla when Jack Frost decided to leave.

"I needa go."

"Now? But it's still early..." 

"Well, I have  a game on in the evening and I have promised her to be there."

"Her? Who?" Elsa died a little inside.

"Someone I would date," he said jokingly.

"Your crush?"

"Yea."

OH MY FREAKING GOD! I could feel that Elsa's heart had already shattered into pieces deep inside but whatever happened inside shall stay inside. Nonetheless, Elsa maintained a calm look on her face and said, "Well, okay then. You should go now. Don't make her wait."

"Okay, bye! I really enjoy talking to you today." Jack Frost voice echoed away as he flew into the forest.

"Bye! Have a safe journey." Elsa said as she slammed the door.

Elsa couldn't bear this feeling struggling in her anymore and she sang,

"The snow glows white on the rooftop tonight,

Not a human to be seen,

A kingdom of isolation, 

And it looks like I'm the queen.

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside,

Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I try.

Don't let him in, don't let him see,

Be the calm girl you always have to be,

Conceal, don't feel, don't let him know,

And he will never knew...

Let it go let it go,

Can't hold it back anymore,

Let it go, let it go,

Turn away and slam the door,

I don't care, 

Who is he going to love,

Let the storm rage on,

The cold never bothered me anyway."

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture. Credit goes to Google Search :)

Okay the next part might get a little catchy. It might cause menstruation, masturbation, depression and whatever words which end with '-ion' and even death, so if you are not ready to read the next part or under eighteen, please don't read. Nah, I'm just joking! xD To be continued in the next chapter. Bye! Do follow this blog for an update :D

Jack Frost and Elsa: Missing Winter (Chapter 1)

Hi, peepo! Today, I'm going to write a sad love story with the characters Jack Frost from Rise of The Guardians and Elsa from Frozen. In other words, I'm going to write a fan fiction. I'm inspired to write fan fiction lately. I don't know why. I just feel like writing one, so why not? I choose to write about these two characters because both of these cartoons are my favourites and I always think that Jack Frost and Elsa would be the best couple ever if Dreamwork and Disney collaborate to make a movie of these two characters because they (the characters) just have so many things in common like having the power to freeze stuff and make snows and all those crazy stuff like "Wow!". Okay, okay, enough with all the superpowers stuff. So here's the story:

Jack Frost is a very playful guy like everyone has known earlier as he is the Guardian of Fun and Winter. He hates responsibility. Oops, did I just badmouthing about him? Sorry. Hehe. He have crush on this girl name... Wait! I can't tell! He makes me promise him not to tell, so I have to keep my mouth shut about it. Anyway, all you guys need to know is that he has a crush on a girl and unfortunately that girl is not Elsa. SO SAD :(

In contrast, Elsa is a very serious person due to her uncontrollable power. She shuts people out for their own sake but they thought Elsa is a snob. They don't know the truth and they went to spread rumours around about her. How shitty is that, right? As for Elsa, she give no two cents about what others think about her because she doesn't care. She just doesn't care. They are her nobody, so why she should care? She thought she would like nobody in this world until one day she saw him...

He (Who would it be if it's not Jack Frost) was playing snow fight with other little kids when Elsa decided to have a look on the outside world through her window that day. "He's just so charming..." Elsa thought. Well, you can't blame Elsa for falling in love so fast. Guys look the cutest when they are playing with kids, don't you agree? Any girls would have fall in love with any hots guys like Jack Frost when they are playing with kids. Maybe that's why Elsa has such feeling when she saw him at first. HE WAS PLAYING WITH KIDS!

"Catch this!" yelled one of the kid who was playing with Jack Frost. The snowball almost hit Jack Frost on the head when Elsa used her magical blue laser power and shot the snowball back into snows. That makes a great explosion, I think. Well, Elsa can't control her power so she should be forgave for her mistake. Plus, she just want to protect her... ermmm... her crush...

"Wow, Jack! That's awesome!"
"No, it's not me..." said Jack Frost.
"It must be you! You are the only one who can do this."
Then, Jack Frost saw Elsa who was staring at him through the window. Their eyes met. Elsa quickly closed the curtain when Jack looked at her.

Jack P.O.V (Point of View):
Isn't that the weird girl whom I always heard about? They said she's a snob and she had a boyfriend who went to Arendelle two years ago but he never came back for her because of her stinky attitudes. Is she the one who helped me with the snowball fight just now? But I never heard about her having any superpower before. If yes, but why would she do so? Why did she look away when I look at her? Does she know me?

Elsa P.O.V:
I can't. I can't bear to look at him. My heart would melt any time soon if I continue to do so. Oh gosh, he's just so charming and handsome as hell. Should I go to talk to him? But I'm not ready. Oh, Elsa! Be calm. Just be yourself! You can do this! You can!

When Elsa opened the curtain again, Jack Frost was just standing right outside the window and smiling at her.
"Hi!" greeted Jack Frost
Elsa screamed and closed the curtain without any hesitation. She was such a nervous wreck when she realized. "Why am I screaming?" She took a deep breathe and decided to open the curtain for the second time to check if Jack Frost is still there. Oh dear, she was having too much butterflies in her stomach. "Elsa, calm down, Just check whether if he's still there. If he's still there, just say "Hi!" to him like how he did just now. If he's not there, just close the curtain and act like nothing had happened. You can do this, Elsa!" mumbled Elsa. "One, two, three!" Elsa opened the curtain and, "Hi!" Awww, he wasn't there... Elsa was disappointed. She knew this will happen. Why is she giving herself hope?

"Hi!" Jack Frost suddenly appeared from up there. Haha. No one would have expected that he was hanging around on top of Elsa's house roof.

"Oh, hi!"
"You know why am I here right?"
"Erm, nope."
"I just wanna say thanks for what happened just now."
"Well, what happened just now?"
"You are the one who destroyed the snowball threw by the little imp, right? If you didn't do that, I would have lose the snowball fight."
"Oh! Erm, that's nothing."
"I never knew that you had such superpower. I never heard about it from the villagers."
"The villagers?"
"Yea, you are quite popular here, you know? People keep talking about you."
"What did they say about me?"
"Well, they said you're a snob and you got a boyfriend who went to Arendelle who never came back and..."
"Whoa, wait a minute! That's not true. I do not have a boyfriend! Or a boyfriend who went to Arendelle!"
"Oh, so it's a rumour?"
"Yea, I think if you choose to believe me instead of the villagers."
"Of course I believed you."

To be continued~

P.S: *Yawn* I'm too sleepy to continue to type the story, so I shall continue tomorrow or when I have the mood to do so. xp I knew the first chapter sounds quite boring but I promised you guys that there will be more conflicts and interesting scenes (Ahem, ahem. Not that kind of pervert scene, okay. I know what are you guys thinking xp) in the upcoming chapters, so do always visit my blog for an update and sorry for any grammatical errors, I know my English is very shitty and I'm trying my best to fix that. Screw it! My English never improved even though I have tried so hard. T.T Do comment below for the story or any grammar errors. It helps a lot! :D

Disclaimer: I do not own this picture. Credit goes to Google Search :)

Sir or Ah Boy?

Bonjour, peeps! Today, I was having a Science and Technology Literation Competition in SEAMEO RECSAM, Penang (To be honest,I never knew this place exist until I joined this competition). xp

Basically, we have to perform a 10 minutes drama for this freaking competition and it was not any easy job, okay. We were the sixth group to perform and it went on like this. Five groups had to perform before break and the next five groups will perform after the break, so it means my team is the first group to perform after the break but fortunately, we were let to have our break once the fourth group had finished as the time was delayed due to the long speech by the honoured guests, so we became the second group to perform after the break! Yay!

We were the last group to go out for break because we haven't test with the sound effect yet and we wanted to make sure that our power point is compatible with the Microsoft in the laptop provided by the organizer. We were in rush actually because if we didn't test the sound effect quickly, we could be late for break. If we are late for break, we will have no time to eat. If we have no time to eat, we will be starving during our performance. If we are starving during our performance, our performance will be affected. If our performance is affected, we will face a higher chance of losing the competition. Sound serious, right?

So when we reached the table where the laptop was put, a bunch of guys from other school was copy pasting their files into the laptop, so we have to wait. Since we were in a rush, so I gathered my gut and asked one of the fella, "Sir, how long will you take?" Then, he answered, "Ermmm, I'm actually a student like you, so I'm not sir."

I was like, "Hey, brother! I don't know your name la. If I don't call you sir. How may I address you lah? I don't even know your age. What if I call you Ah Boy but you are older? That's worse, right? Plus, isn't 'Sir' a respectful way to address every man whom you don't know his name? Isn't it?" Of course, I only say that in my mind. Instead of a very long explanation, I just said, "Oops, sorry! It's because I don't know your name so ya!"

I don't simply call stranger by the address, 'Brother' if I'm not close to them because it's just so weird calling a stranger brother.

Gentlemen, isn't the address 'Sir' mean for every male regarding their age? I'm confused right now~ Somebody, please tell me...

Anyway, it's always a must to post a photo of our drama. If you wanna print out this photo and make it as a poster, you are always welcomed to ask for our autograph. xp

Ahem, ahem. You think you are artist, is it?
Ermmm, kind of. Hehe

Let me present to you the Drama Queens of the day!!!

The Fault In Our Stars (Gay Version)

Ok, I'm not going to start this post with any greeting since I'm a lazy asshole who're too lazy to think of a fantastic or awesome greeting as a starter.

For your information, I borrowed a very famous book from a friend of mine, Ishwari a few days ago namely The Fault In Our Stars by John Green. For short, TFIOS. I think everyone know this book, it's either you had read it or watched it. This book has been made into a movie a few months ago, if I'm not wrong. Ok, ok, I admit that I'm quite outdated in book stuff. While the others had started to read Paper Town, I just started to read the very first word in TFIOS.

I was so into this book that I finished reading about 80 pages in just a few hours. This book is sooo boring and yet awesome in the same time, man! John Green, you got me, bro!

So I had this one bastard who had watched the movie of TFIOS earlier, so I asked him how was the movie. In case you don't know, I actually haven't finish reading the book yet when I asked him about the movie. Well, I don't mind spoiler. So, basically this's what he told me about TFIOS:

"Augustus Waters is a gay actually. He had sex with his best friend Isaac. Hazel Grace caught them on the spot when they're doing it and she was like, "So, you are gay, huh?". Augustus explained that he actually flirted with her because he couldn't accept the fact he was a gay, so he try to be a man by having a girlfriend but truth hurts. He just have to be a gay. But they are still friends in the end. I think I forgot the ending but I think Hazel Graze died. I'm not sure. Her last wish is that Augustus Waters get married with Isaac."

By the time I finish listening to his own version of  TFIOS (The problem is I don't even know that was his own version of TFIOS by that time), I was so shocked and I was in a deep mood of a mixture of disappointment and surprise. I mean how could Augustus Waters and Isaac are gay. I mean Isaac had a girlfriend name, Monica at the beginning of the story. How could he be gay?! Like seriously, I couldn't believe it.

I went home and google searched the synopsis of TFIOS (Even though, I haven't finish reading the book yet) and the ending is totally different from what the bastard had told me. I quickly texted him and ask him what the heck he was watching actually and below are what I got as a reply:

"Haha, I know the ending is not like that. I just tricked you, You are just so gullible. So easy to be tricked."

The moment I got the freaking message, I was like, "Damn it! I got trolled again!"  ><

Note to John Green:
It is not my intention to spoil your very bestselling and award winning novel but if you are really angered by the book review I have written here, you are always welcomed to sue the bastard who had told me this gay version of TFIOS. XD

It's not that I'm easy to be tricked but that bastard acting was so real and in the meantime he sounded real, too. He even said, "Maybe that's why it's called 'The Fault In Our Stars' because Augustus Waters looks at the stars and he realized that he was a gay." when I asked him why the book is called by its name.

Anyway, I'm proud that I were able to finish the book in just two days while my friend took months to finish it. *Adjust spectacle* Hah, Ishwari, take that! xp

Hmmm. I realize that I have been promoting book lately, I think maybe I should turn this blog into a book blog or something la. Nah~ As if I'm a bookworm. But, it's always good to indulge yourself in the world of fictional writing piece as the saying goes, "A reader lives a thousand lives before he died... the man who never reads lives only one."

Before I end, John Green, pay me for promoting the book! xD

Thanks, Just Thanks!

Have you ever feel guilty for all he or she had done for you? This will be a very short blog entry for those who have helped me a lot in my life no matter you are a she or a he. I'm not that kind of person who will show my gratitude directly. If I ever insult you or tease you, it's because you are someone I'm comfortable with or special to me. You know who you are.

I just wanna say thanks to those who had helped me a lot in my studies, gave me moral supports whenever I'm stress, being able to bear my bitchy face as well as my chao pattern (Means bad attitude in Bahasa Rojak) when I bo syok (Means not feeling satisfied in Hokkien) with something, gave me free rides (Gotta pay back the petrol money some day, hopefully that day will never come. Troll~), lend me their one and only electronic gadget without reconsidering the risk that I'll screw them up and a lots more. Like I have said earlier, you know who you are anyway

I love my friends & I teased them a lot but they knew that deep inside that I actually appreciated them a lot. They will never leave me to deal with all those shits alone even though sometimes I'll leave them with it. Well, sometimes it was not on purpose, so ya. Peace, yo! xp

Last but not least, thanks for all that you guys had done for me. I really appreciated them. Ok, ok, before I end, I must clearly state that this is not any emotional or sentimental post. It's just a typical thank you post sort of like a thank you card you randomly make for your friends and family for no reason because you want them to know they are so damn important to you and you do appreciate them like a lot, damn lots! I love you guys so much! Be Happy!

Star-Crossed

Yo, what's up peep! THE CEILING IS UP! "Can't you start your blog entry with other greeting? Why it is always the same old lame joke?" I knew most of you will say that. Well, I'm too lame to think of another joke, that's why. Plus, I ain't got no mood to think of a joke after a bastard ruined my day. I have gotta thanks him for that! :D *Wide smile (SARCASM & FAKE SMILE DETECTED!!!)

This entry gonna be practically all about a book that I had read last 2 days which had almost make me cry. ALMOST cry, okay. I DIDN'T burst into tears in the end. My eyes just watered, I'm not that kind of person who will cry easily after I watch or read a tragic love story because for me only weak and silly people will grief over a fake love story. Too fake, that it won't even happen in real life. Won't even happen in the world beyond the infinite universe.

Okay, enough about me. Let's get back to the topic we're going to talk about here. The book is titled "Star- Crossed" by Rachael Wing. Here is the review of the book:

Who wouldn't want to star in the world's greatest romance? Your dream's come true. Your school's doing "Romeo and Juliet" and you get the starring role of Juliet. Perfect! There's just one catch: the boy you hate is playing Romeo. He isn't any old enemy - your families are at daggers drawn. A bit like in Romeo and Juliet ...except there's no way you're going to fall for him... But in the end you fell for him after you was forced to give him your first kiss during a rehearsal. You thought you gave him your first kiss was because you need to for the rehearsal but actually you weren't. You started to struggle whether to betray your family for a boy they hate or leave a boy whom you love with your life. Alas, when you already had make your choice, things just couldn't goes right for you. You once doubted whether his love for you was just a way for him to take revenge for his family but things proved you were wrong in the end.  You almost lose your life for him despite of both of your families' affair.

That's all for the review.The author actually used the word "You" to replace the protagonist's name to make you feel like you are the character in the story. It's a pretty good way of writing to make readers to experience the world in the book itself. I can't tell the whole story here. If I tell everything here, I would have spoilt the story and the author would have freaking scold me for spoiling her perfect love story with all those grammatical errors if she read this book review. Wakaka~ If you want to know the ending, quick! Break your piggy bank and buy that book at any available book stores or order through any online book shopping website now! By the way, am I even paid for promoting the book? :/

No need to thank me for recommending such a good book but if you find out that the book doesn't suit your taste or your choice of love genre, don't blame me either! Quality not guaranteed! Some people might like it, some might not.

How I came across this book? Well, I found this book  at the readers's corner in my class and its nice cover attract me to read it though. Well, you can say that I do judge a book by its cover. I won't even touch the book if the cover is not nice. The author gotta thanks the graphic designer for designing such a good cover.

                                 

Tadaa~ The cover is nice, right? :D

Gonna write in more blog entries after this! I need to catch up with a friend of mine who had just started a blog a few weeks ago! I kiasu (Means scared of losing in Hokkien). Guess what, she actually wrote in more than 10 blog entries in just 2 weeks time! As for me, I think I just wrote in 1 to 2 entries every month. In total, I think I have only wrote in 15 entries in a year. Haha. What to do? I'm such a lazy asshole. Here's her blog:

diapemeganghatikita.blogspot.com

Izzati, pay me for promoting your blog! Budak, bayar oik! Jangan tak bayar, nanti berdosa~ Hahaha xp

Girl, GO STUDY!"

Yo, what's up guys! The ceiling is up, Haha, it's just the same old lame joke as usual. Was kind of busy lately so I don't really have the chance to update my blog.  :(

Good news for me! I skipped all classes the whole days today! Woo-hooooo! Well, I skipped classes not because that I want to but it was a need. Plus, most of the teachers were absent, so in other word I actually didn't miss a single class because there's no teacher in the class at all! I skipped classes because I needed to interview a teacher who's going to retire in June in the morning & I had drama practice after that. At least wandering around the school compound is better than leading a sedentary routine in a class with no teacher at all.

In the evening, I went to headquarters for physical arrangement. What's physical arrangement? Well, what can I say is that you people do not have the need to know about what is that (Probably it's because I don't know how to explain what the heck is that to you guys lorrr. Haha).

In the end of the physical arrangement, got this one peep which is considered as my senior fetched me home. Surprisingly, this senior had to fetch this one old man (For some odd reasons, I called this guy an "Old man") home. This old man was not too old or not too young, but he is considered as an old man for me because the way he spoke is just so... Aahhh, I don't know how to describe, but what can I say is that there's a sense of humour with the way he spoke. His sense of humour can even beat Charlie Charplin, a very famous comedian. Anyway, he's just 18 years old and his name is Buttowski. I knew, I knew the name is weird. "Buttowski? Does this name even exist?!" I predicted you peeps say that. And YES, this name does exist and this guy is the lucky one to have it as his name. XP

When he first got into the car, he kept commenting on my senior' driving skill and tell a lot of other craps. Then, out of sudden, he talked about his SPM result which was kind of sucks. Hey, peeps focus! This's where the funny part begin.

"Wey, you ah need to study hard. If not, you will be like me. I only got 3As and  Bs, Cs and Es in SPM and they put me together with other students whose grades were far more worse than mine which is kind of sucks. I went back to my old school today and when the teachers saw me, they asked me to fuck off. I said I am going to study Form 6 but they asked me to fuck off again. I showed my mother my results and she said "You already did your best" but I felt like she's mocking me lar dey." he said it to my senior with some kind of accent  which make me laughed like a maniac.

"Girl, you must also study hard. Don't be like me. Go home and study. If not you'll be like me," he continued but this time his advice was mean for me and I just can't stop giggling whenever he spoke.

"Hey, girl! I'm serious. Go study, you know. If not you'll be like me..." he actually repeated the same thing throughout the journey until we reached my home. By that time I was laughing like a maniac. Holy hot wings, I was laughing my ass off!

Before I get down from the car, he again reminded me "Girl, go study."

After I get down from the car and was about to walk away from them, he opened the car window and AGAIN, "Girl, remember to study, ah."

For a moment, I was like, "This guy really need to soak himself in a nice hot bubble bath and take some aspirin. Like seriously, he's acting like a 60 years old man even though HE IS JUST 18 YEARS OLD!"

And of course I just said it in my head , so no one can hear me.

In addition, he knew my name but instead of calling me by my name, he called me "Girl". Macamlah saya ni anak dia (Means as if I am his daughter in Malay).

But there's this one thing that this guy don't know about me is that I do study a month before an exam. Maybe he thought that I'm just an average typical student who never study. Hahaha. I'm not trying to brag but this guy really need to stop his "Girl, go to study!" say-so on me. XD

Should I Be A Gamer?

Hello people! Long time no see! ^^V (Broken English) I have been kinda lazy to update my blog lately. Why? Practically, I have nothing to write. So, today I'm gonna freaking update every single shit here. XP

So, a friend of mine, Aurora kept talking about gaming with another friend of mine, Steven during a gathering which was held at last Saturday. Well, as you know I'm that type of people who get influenced easily, so I was like why not I try gaming too! For your info, I do play games, casual games especially such as games from GameHouse. For example, Feeding Frenzy, Inspector Parker, Bejeweled, Bookworm Adventure, Bowling, Golf & etc.

Yea, I do play games but I'm not a gamer. Gamers play challenging games such as Dota, GTA, League of Legends (LOL) and SDO. That's why I'm not a gamer because I never play those games before. I don't even know how to play them. I don't know what the heck is GTA or Dota or LOL or SDO until they told me so. In a sudden, I felt... felt... (I don't know how to describe my feelings)

I need to upgrade myself. Yea, upgrade myself to the higher level of gaming (Suddenly become so high-spirited)!

I can play but the only problem I'm facing now is that I don't know how to download and install the games. What the heck?! I scared later if I download from the Internet, there'll be virus and then my sister gonna freaking scold me (It's because the laptop I'm using right is probably belong to her) & by that time World War III would happen. There's NO WAY I'm going to let that to happen EVER!

I told this problem to Aurora & she was like looking at me like I'm some kind of alien or whatsoever. She said those games downloader website are totally free from virus, so why should I worry so much. She explained a lot about games to me seriously as if she's a mentor of mine. Then, I told it's useless that she explained a lot to me if I'm not going to play the game later.

In conclusion I can be a gamer if I want but will I have enough time to do so and will I succeed in installing the games in my laptop? That's the point. I couldn't believe that I'm such a NOOB in gaming!!! OH MY GOD! MUST UPGRADE ALREADY LARRR!!! XP

My Very First Liebster Award

So, there's this girl, Yun Sing at http://lifeisgreatwithme.blogspot.com  tag me in some sort of blog game which is called Liebster Award. When I first read it, I was like, "Huh? Lobster Award? What the heck is that?". Haha, what to do. I'm still a noob in blogging stuff, so you can't expect me to know what the heck is that lorrr~ Hahaha. If you want to know how to play this so-called blogging's game, you may refer to http://lifeisgreatwithme.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-liebster-award.html. Below are the questions I got after get tagged:

1. Do you prefer laptop or computer?

Laptop. It comes in handy.

2. What is/are the things you do which you think is stupid when you was/as a kid?

I refused to eat my very own birthday cakes and I regret a lot nowadays because as I started growing up, no more birthday cakes for me. Huhuhu ToT

3. What is your biggest goal for this moment?

Be Faaaaamousssss *Flip hair =3

4. What you do when you do not have idea to update entry?

I slack off by stalking other people's accounts, blogs and etc.

5. What do you think of my blog?

Yun Sing, you knew what I think about your blog... I told you before -,-

6. What do you feel when you know you're been tagged in this entry?

"What the heck is this Lobster Award?!"

7. What is your biggest fear?

I used to fear of my mother's rotan but now it's gone.

8. Which movie(s) you think is/are nice?

Mars Need Mom, The Rise of The Guardian and Frozen. (OMG! I just love 3D cartoon!) <3

9. What is your favourite song?

Marry You-Bruno Mars, The Show-Lenka, Fireworks-KatyPerry and Human-Christina Perry

10. Which month is your birthday?

May, 3 days after Labour Day~ GIVE ME PRESENTS!!!

11. Do enjoy of struggle to answer my questions?

Nah, not really~ They're too easy pixie to struggle =P

Ermmm, tag? I have no one to tag as there's only one follower at my blog lorrr. That's also the girl who tagged me this... *Le me desperade for more followers

Anyway, here's my questions:

1. What's the most embarrassing moment in your life?

2. Do you hate anyone in your life?

3. How much do you hate him/her/them?

4. How you handle people who hate you (haters)?

5. Would you slap those haters if you stand a chance?

6. Who's your crush? (Must tell his/her name.) XP

7. How do you gain self confidence?

8. What will you do if you see a ghost? XD

9. What's you opinion towards plastic surgery? =)

10. What's your bank account number and password? =P

11. How many money do you have in your bank account? =3

Judgemental Humans

Humans... One day... one day... one day... I'll bring my aliens colony to invade the Earth and start my (WJHC) World Judgemental Humans Clearance project. *Evil grin. Hahaha, I'm just joking. Nah, aliens won't care that much about judgemental  humans on our planet but I do care.

What makes me wanna talk about judgemental humans today?
It's because of what had happened to me today. Such story should be typed here to give awareness to those jerks who love to judge people without knowing their story. They should FREAKING GO and CHANGE their attitudes and behave themselves after reading this post.


Ok, the story is like this... This morning, I wore a jacket over my HPS shirt to school. I know, I know Malaysia weather is very hot but I already get usual with it, so it' not a problem for me to wear a jacket under a hot sunny day.

I hate wearing HPS shirt because it's L size and I supposed to buy M size when I was Form 1 but my ke gao (means act clever in Hokkien)  mother insisted me to buy L size, so I can wear until Form 5 but the problem is the cutting of the shirt is XL even though it is L, man!  It looks like it's for obese people to wear and I'm not even that fat. My weight is only 52 kg. I felt uncomfortable in that shirt because whenever I bowed down, you can see ahem (If you know what I mean)..., so that's WHY I always have to wear jacket to school whenever I wear that shirt!

When I reached school, people I passed by gave me a weird glance and turned away.
During recess, there were these 2 Malay girls from my form queueing up behind me when I was buying food and I heard their conversations. Their conversation went on like this:

Girl A: Hari sejuk kah? (Means "Today, the weather is cold meh?" and she told it in a sarcastic way.)

Girl B: - (No response)

Girl A: Hari ini sejuk kah?  (Repeated her question twice until her friend heard her.)

Girl B: Sikit-sikit sejuk lah. (Means "Got a bit cold.")

Girl A: Sejuk kah? Saya tak rasa apa-apa pun. (Means "Really cold meh? I didn't felt anything also" and once again she told it in a sarcastic way.)

After I heard their conversation, I turned to them and gave them the dirty look on my face because I knew their sarcastic conversation was MEANT FOR ME. The moment after I gave them my version of dirty look, they shut their idiotic mouths up immediately. Then, I turned back to in front. I was like, "Wow, I never know that my dirty look can be so powerful!". Hey, I never mean to hear their conversation at the very first place. They're the one who speak so loud.

Well, that's not the end of it. I can say that people's curiosity can be infinite. Teacher and friends who saw me wearing jacket will ask me why I wear it. Humans...

"Is it that important for everyone to know the story behind a jacket? Does it affect you if I wear a jacket? Does the world will end if I wear a jacket? Why do you care so much about me wearing a jacket? What's your problem with me wearing a jacket if I already said I can bear the hot weather with the jacket? Well, it's not even you problem, right? Why do you even want to judge me?", these are the question I felt like throwing to them whenever they ask some random questions about me wearing a jacket but I'm too lazy to do so, so I just answered them back with a simple and short sentence which is, "I got flu."

Can you humans just don't judge so much? It's so stupid and irritating. My ear can go deaf any time whenever I heard people judging some one. Go and get a life instead. If you really felt like you have nothing else to do and judging people is the only thing you can do for the rest of your life, then go and apply for a judge post. Stop rotting here like a corpse!

Here's a meaningful quote I found from Google image:

P.S: Ok, I admit that today my post is quite harsh today, so I'm sorry if you felt that this post it's more to a hatred post although it's not. Anyway, don't let my post to give you negative effects. Continue smiling after reading, ya. =)

Running Out of Time!!!

Hey, humans!  Haha, I'm an alien~ Wakaka. I'm sure that every one of us is having Monday blue today, doesn't it? So after a week of Raya holidays, I have Pendidikan Moral, Pendidikan Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan and Art exam on the very first day of school, pretty nice huh? Well, the first 2 subjects are like seriously very easy even if you didn't study also I guarantee you can pass with flying colours.

On the other hand, Art is not as easy as the other 2 subjects. We were given five choices and no matter which one we pick, we still have to draw human figures. It's not that I'm not good in painting human but just that it's not my best lorrr. I prefer sketching them with normal dry media such as pen and pencil instead of painting them with wet media such as watercolour and brushes.

And that's not the worst, we were ONLY given 1 hour 30 minutes to finish the drawing. Every one of us was rushing like heck. We kept begging the teacher to longer the time because we're seriously running out of time!!! Luckily, this teacher who teaches us art is very kind-hearted and gave us extra 5-10 minutes after 1 hour of begging. That 5-10 minutes are my very precious moment to touch up my drawing. Usually, I'm always is the last person to hand in my drawing during exam because I'm just that slow~ Very slow~

I hate it when I have to rush when I was doing my artwork. I somehow felt that it's not an art any more if I have to rush. I think it's more to a product, a meaningless product instead of artwork. Haha, le me started to speak like I'm some kind of very famous artistic people. Nah~

Gotta stop here. Oh, ya! Before I end, I have to thanks a friend of mine for lending me the Diary of A Wimpy Kid: Cabin Fever!

Actually I can type longer than this but it seems like the spirit of laziness has taken over my body, so that's it. Bye! But first let me take a selfie, with Webcam!

Disadvantages of Exam

Hey, guys! So, I have been meditating for like 2 weeks non-stop by not opening my laptop. Why? Because I have to study for that FREAKING PT3 trial. Arghhh!!! Stress, tension and anxiety stroke me in just 2 weeks time! Of course, I hate exam just like others and I believed that exam is created to cause mental disorder in kids like us for no reason. I hate all kinds of exam neither government examination nor school base examination. If there is a time machine, I would have go back in time to kill the one who had created this "exam" stuff. Here are the reasons why I hate exams:

1. It gives you ailments such as headache, gastric and back pain.
*Human's brain is like a microchip which has a fixed number of data storage, so if I force myself to absorb more informations from the books even though it has reached its limit, it will break down and in the end I'll experienced serious headache.
*When I started to do revision, I won't do a single shit except reading a big stack of books including eating because I want to focus. Hehe, to be honest, actually I got watch TV also lah when I was doing my revisions. Not really focussing though.
*I still remembered the stabbing pain at the the back of my neck after a Maths test. Walao eh! Sibeh tia! My head was bent down all the time during the test because I am a SSS (Short Sightedness Syndrome) victim. I have to bent my head to look at the questions clearly.

2. It causes mental disorder.
*Sometimes, I do suspect whether I myself have mental illness or not as I love to hurt myself by pulling my hair when I can't memorise some simple facts from the books. I'm just that desperate :(

3. Exam's results is everything.
*If you didn't do well in your exam, you're known as the "normal" which means no one will want to know about you or ask about you because you have no difference with the other 1000+ students who failed their exams. You're compared to a grain of sand on the beach. Plus, your parents will start their endless lectures whenever you brought home your examination result slip.
*But if you are some random smartass, then things won't be the same for you. People will start to praise you and start to act nice towards you as if as you're an invaluable diamond from a very rare place. Nah, hypocrite, I would say.

4. No leisure
No time for TV
No time for foods
No time for a nap
No time for our close ones
No time for this
No time for that
NO time, NO time!

5. More schoolworks!
*Teachers often give last minute practice by giving out assignment for the first few weeks before exam. I mean do the teachers even know that we have to do our very own revisions too besides doing their assignment.

Anyway, all of the above is just my opinions towards exam. Nothing serious about it, peeps. Of course, besides disadvantages, there're also advantages of exam but I won't say anything about it as the title of my post clearly stated "Disadvantages of Exam"~ :P

Losing Stuffs

Arghhhhhhh!!! I'm so frustrated today I'm gonna go long piak (means bang the wall with your face in Hokkien). I lost my PJ textbook today. I'm totally ******!!! I hate this kind of shit to happen in my life! I hate losing stuffs and things. I felt guilty for losing them. I'll blame myself for being so careless after losing them.

I really hate losing stuffs. You can say that I'm kind of nostalgia. I still remembered the very last time I lost my stuff is when I'm standard 3. I often lost my stuffs when I'm in primary school but it's just small stuffs such as pencils, rulers, sharpener and erasers. Most of them is stationeries. I never EVER lose a book in my life before until today.

If you lost a textbook, it's actually a serious matter. Why? BECAUSE THE BOOK BELONGS TO THE SCHOOL!!! THEY JUST LENT THOSE BOOKS TO US FOR A ONE WHOLE YEAR AND AFTER THAT WE HAVE TO RETURN THEM!!! Ok, chill, Sun Ru, chill...

And the worse thing is they don't accept money. They will freaking go and ask us to find the exactly same freaking stupid book in any bookshop and buy it as a substitute. Like the heck I have the time to go to find the EXACTLY SAME BOOK! Ok, chill, Sun Ru, chill...

What if the freaking old PJ textbook come out from its hidden place the moment after I bought the new textbook? It would be a waste of money and time, right? Shit happens!

The most frustrated moment is when you try so hard to remember where you left it and when you lose it but it seems like your mind just can't sort things out as easily as you want! There're these 2 Rules For Finding Things You Have Lost:
1) It's usually where you left it.
2) It's probably staring you right in the face.
Well, I learnt this 2 Rules from a book in title of "Mirrormask".

Maybe, it's ok if sometimes you lost small stuff but what if you lost "big" stuff? What if you lost a million dollars cheque which you have worked for so hard in your life to get it? What if you lost a kidney due to kidney failure? What if you lost your loved one in an accident? Then, it would be a tragedy, right?

Or maybe, you can look into the bright side. Let's just say you're brain cancer patient. One day,  the tumour in your brain just disappear like that, so you actually lost a tumour, don't you? And you live happily ever after without the tumour.

Life is often unpredictable. Sometimes, maybe it's good for you to lost something in your life but sometimes maybe the thing that you lost in your life will leave a scar in your heart...

Arghhhh! Im still feeling frustrated over the lost PJ textbook! I really don't want to buy a new one as a substitute because if I do so, I will lost my money! $$$

PANIC or NOT?!

Hey, peeps! It has been such a long time since I write in any blog entries. Haha, that's also because I'm a lazy asshole.

So, most of the teachers who have been teaching my class were absent for these few days since after the 2 weeks holidays. Wheeee!!! I like, I like. =D

"Huh? So you gonna freaking tell us about how much fun you're having in your school because your teachers were absent while we're here working and studying so hard for life?!", well, I predicted that you peeps gonna say that.

Ok, let me get straight to the point of my blog entries now. One day, our TT teacher was absent. It happened on Tuesday, I suppose. So there's this one teacher came in to our class as substitute. Her name? I shall keep that as a secret. Who knows? Maybe there's a SGGS student reading my freaking blog right now and decides to tell the whole school about this story I'm gonna freaking tell on the very next following day.

So this's what happened... The whole class was having quite enough havoc when this specific teacher came in (Well, not really having havoc lah... Just that we're busy sharing juicy gossips and chatting happily. Hehehe). Then, the whole class became quiet in a split second the moment the teacher walked in. This teacher never teach me before, so I don't really know her or whatever shit. I was like minding my own business when she walked in. Out of the blue, she started to speak with her soulless complexion.

"You girls should be panicking right now because PT3(Our very freaking impotant examination which has replaced PMR in Malaysia) is coming and you girls were busy chatting happily away. I saw that when I was standing outside your class. You girls should be studying right now and I don't see there's any books on your desks. I still remembered last time, Form 3 girls batch 2010-2012, when I walked pass their class, I never heard they make noise before. All of them were busy doing their home works & revisions. They're worrying about PMR and they studied hard for it. But you girls... It's PT3 and you are the first batch, the guinea pigs. You girls should be worrying..." and so on...

I was like, "Panic? So did you mean that you want us to freaking scream like hell and kept asking the teachers about PT3 again and again?".  Of course, I didn't say that out loud, I just say that in my mind, so no one can hear it.

It's ok if she wanna talk about PT3 but then when she suddenly changed the topic from PT3 to "About My Daughter"...

"My daughter is studying in _____ University overseas now. (I forgot the university's name) And when she came back, she told me that..." bla bla bla and whole lots of proud stuffs about her daughter and the difference between about overseas's educational system and Malaysia's educational system.

I was like, "So, are you freaking trying to motivate us with your daughter's story?". And of course, I just say that in my mind.

After that, she get back to the very first topic which is PT3.

"Anyway, you girls no need to worry or panic about PT3. We, teachers will try to help you by telling you how the formats looks like. We'll give you exercises to brush up your skills..." bla bla bla again.

I was like, "Ok, let me get this clear. So do you want us to panic or not? First, you're angry with us because we acted like we didn't care at all and then? Now, what?! You said to us that we no need to freaking worry about it. Seriously, teacher, you're making me crazy! I can freaking go to Tanjung Rambutan (A very well-known asylum in Penang) after listening to you." I said that in my mind again...

Well, it's not that I disrespect this teacher. I respect everyone regarding their age, gender and religion. It's just that the ways this teacher speaks and the way she acted made us felt that she's kind of arrogant and too proud. Her face expression is worse. She bent her lips downwards every time she finished a sentence just to show her dissatisfaction towards us. The way she speaks is the worst. After she finished one sentence, she'll wait for 10-15 seconds before she moved on to another sentence just to make us feel guilty.

I actually kept staring at her face for the whole time when she's talking in front of the class. I wonder if she had done any plastic surgery before because her cheeks muscle and dimples were... were... I don't know how to describe them... They didn't seem to move even a bit. It's like she don't have any face expression at all. Words can't describe my feelings towards her... her... face...

Hey, peeps! I know what you're thinking! I'm not the only one have that kind of feeling, ok. Even my friends also said that to me after the class. We were like Hi-5.

Last but not least, PANIC or NOT?! =3

Vivid Dream

By just looking at the title, you can know that I want to talk about my dream today. Hey, don't misunderstand! I'm talking about the dream we have when we're sleeping, kay! Not the other dream, ya, so don't confuse, kay.

Before I start talking about my dream, let me explain the definition of vivid dream first.

Vivid dream is dream that appears to be real or is very realistic.

For more info about vivid dream, you can go Google search about it.

Today, I dream of a random guy hugging me. I didn't saw his face but somehow I felt safe hugging him. I still remembered the way he dress. He dressed like he's going for a cosplay and his hair is silver-blonde in colour (He looks like an anime character but I seldom watch anime, so my question is why I dream of an anime guy? Like seriously, how ridiculous is that?!). His hair style is something like this...

Don't get me wrong, peeps! I'm not saying that the guy who I dreamt look exactly like this. Just that their hair style look the same.

"How about you? How you dress in your dream?"

Me? Haha, I dreamt that I was dressed in a very beautiful anime dress and my hair is tied into a very long pony-tail which is silver-blonde in colour just like him, too! I'm not lying, it's 100% true! Below is the picture I find to describe how I look like in my dream, haha.

I can't find an image of a girl with silver-blonde pony-tail with Google image, so I think this one will do even though the hair is not silver-blonde in colour.

I don't know why we hugged, it's like we just hugged each other, just like that. No reason. We hugged each other so tight that I can even felt his body warmth. Awwww, so warm... until I didn't even realise that it was just a dream. As you can see, I can felt his body temperature some more, so it's very hard for me to know that I was just dreaming.  Normally, when I dream, I know it's a dream and I will just wake up and continue sleeping. But this one is totally different! I didn't feel like waking up and the main point is I want the hugging to continue for forever... and .... ever...

What happened next in your dream? I woke up lar and then continue sleeping and moved on to another dream. But before my dream end, I remembered seeing the word "Tujulela" or "Tzulelu", but I forgot. I thought Tujulela is that guy's name, maybe... Who knows? I Googled the words just now but it seems like those words don't have any meanings at all.

I actually believed that I'll meet this guy in the future the second after I woke up from the dream. I'm still thinking about that dream when I was brushing my teeth. But not long after that I realised, dream will always be dream, no matter how vivid it is. It'll never be real... So sad... :(